Oblivion - Redeemed

I have been dealing with a lot lately and the best way to come to grips with it is to write some music and exorcise the demons. I assure you that today is not my final day as the song states. Hope you enjoy... Lyrics Why can't I just die.. Here in the shambles of my broken dreams Scattered like little pieces of glass My sins will never be redeemed I am haunted by my past They say that life is sacred But to me it's just a phase All I see around me is poison Can't it just end today Bring the Night, my oblivion The folly of my own dismay Drained of light, filled with pain, This is my final day Putting all the pieces back together Just to watch them toppled down One moment here seems like forever The air is so thick I could drown Everyone says they want to be me I am the lucky one And everyone here seems to need me They must not know what I've done Bring the night, my sweet friend The folly of my maladjusted ways Laid to rest, it's all the same And you thought I was sane....